“Even if I fall into hell, my eyes still look up to heaven.”

Do you sometimes feel helpless, lost, tired, and powerless for no apparent reason?

Have you ever had evil thoughts, wanting to rebel against everything, destroying everything for the sake of rebellion?

Have you ever used alcohol instead of anesthesia to temporarily give yourself a chance to forget the vision of your ideal?

Have you ever indulged in love and hate to escape from the sick and tired world of reality?

Have you ever thought about death?